ha-ha-ha.  No one uses this anymore.  BAH HAHAHAHAHA.

Vanity, All is vanity.

Statues

Its been a while, the past while I have been into watching the tv show lost, just saw the movie brick (amazing), and moving to full sail. I got in, and Im going. Class starts the 28th. The rest of life is starting then to. My folks and sister are finaly moving to Moscow, and my brother is going to Virgnia to dance, and i already miss them. I really miss them. I wont go into it. But its going to be a long ride. I feel the need to become a better spiritual person, but I know also that though the choices are mine, its nothing I can acomplish lest I'd be able to bost, which is not in my path. Anyway. Im at home now, and work one more week in KY then I go to FL. And the fam does their thing. I move the day I get back from work. Itll be hard. Life is a gift. Dont abuse it.

Ac

good bye

So, im posting this for anyone who reads this but doesnt know yet, im trying to apply to get into / transfer to full sail in Orlando FL. Its where I need to be. If i graduate from 'bury ill end up in bradcast, doin something like espn or cnn stuff, which is good, but not what I want to do, or ever wanted to do. Dont get me wrong, asburys got an amazing media department, I just want to go into film, so the best choice I can get into right now is at Full sail. So im transfering. (well trying to, lord willing.) If however I get a crummy financial aid packet, and or dont get accepted, im back at asbury. But im really feelin like i need to be at full sail studyin JUST film, no other gen eds and stuff. I dont want to take the other classes and dont need to, they just bring my gpa down b/c lets face it, im not the best student, I work hard, but always fail. So Full sails ahead.

ac

I suck at life, I think I failed at least two of my finals, maybe three. I didnt pass the gate on my interactive website, my dfp final project sucked, I dono what im doing. What am I doing? Why is it that no matter how hard I try I still suck so bad, I hate this. Damn it all, why do i suck? Well, Im going to keep doin school, even if I suck at it, and you know, I dont care, grades dont have to define me. But it just sucks, I suck at life. No good with girls, no good with being mature, no good in school, screw me. I'm not going to give up, but damn i feel like all i can give when I work hard is crap...ugh...What am i doing wrong...

I wont give up, these things happen, its cool, I will be defined by no man, by no institution, and when I fail in the worlds eyes, no matter how stupid, or dumb I may be, I WILL work hard and achieve my goals.

ac

i've been a pain the past while. I'm getting sick of alot of junk at asbury. And well christians in general, at least the ones here, are just driving me crazy. A lot of people here are awesome though to. Enough! I want to travel. I'm leaving, come if you want, other wise good bye.

ac